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I'm so done with cosplay. At least for events. It's so not worth the energy spent on it. And I'm beginning to think I'm also done with the local anime community. It's total shit.…
Hmm, is it just me or does it REALLY look a lot like Night Head Genesis? Not that I mind... <3
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: sadly, nothing
Blame cosplay. Cosplay is evil! It eats you time and BRAIN >D
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: sadly, nothing
After watching Supernatural 5x19 I'm more than a little unhappy with what's been done to Gabriel, so I have this idea. It is not a random thought or a plot bunny, it's about what we might do to undo this.

So, Gabriel got killed. I'm sure I'm not the only fan unhappy with it. Yes, it's for the plot, yes, there probably is meaning behind this, but the fact remains: Gabe's dead.

What can we do about it? If anyone's watched Stargate Atlantis, you probably remember Carson Beckett. He was killed in mid season 3, and later brought back because the fans petitioned MGM. So what I propose is to petition CW to bring Gabriel back.

Who's interested in it?

And I would really appreciate if someone who has experience in making petitions and going through with it helped me here.

The petition can be found here:…
Please, take a minute to sign it.

Feel free to cross-post it wherever you want, all publicity is good publicity.
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: sadly, nothing
Your bad, really.
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: sadly, nothing
40 pageviews to go (at the moment).

The one to catch 4400 pageviews and send me a screenshot will get a drabble or a picture.

I don't do:
realism (art)
Weiss Kreuz
fandoms I don't know
anything that can get me banned here.
  • Reading: fanfics
  • Watching: sadly, nothing
This big load of bill crap of an 'art history' translation is driving me nuts. 'Nomadic culture' my ass. Seems more like a Tengri cult wacko's delusional rumblings.
  • Reading: no time
  • Watching: no time
  • Playing: no time
  • Eating: no time
  • Drinking: no time
I've done Kiriban on Vkontakte (Teh Winner is :iconcritik21: with a SG-1 Teal'k-centric drabble for her:… ), and thought maybe I should try it here, too. So...

The one who catches 4400 pageviews and sends me a screenshot can ask for a picture or a drabble.

The things I won't do:

In art:
Naturalism (sorry, but I suck at it)
NC-17 (Same story. I suck.)

In fiction:
Explicit het

In any kind of creative expression:
Naruto (no way in hell)
Weiss Kreuz
fandoms I don't know
  • Watching: The Mentalist &lt;3
Can anyone make me an arrangement for Defying Gravity (Glee version)/I Am What I Am (Gloria Gaynor) mash-up? Pretty please?

The way I wanted it to go lyrics-wise is something like this:

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook
Or the ovation
It's my world
That I want to have a little pride
My world
And it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am
I'm Defying gravity

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so

I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces

I am what I am
I'm defying gravity
I am what I am
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I am what I am
  • Watching: Glee
Yet another Valentine's Day Drabble Collection, this one even shorter than last year *sigh*

Shades of Luminance

Shade 1

Fandom: Air Gear
Pairing: SupiSano
Rating: PG
Word count: 526

Shade 2

Fandom: Devil May Cry 3
Pairing: Vergil x Dante
Rating: PG
Word count: 382

Shade 3

Fandom: Kyou Kara Maou
Pairing: ConYuu
Rating: G
Word count: 366

Shade 4

Fandom: Slayers
Pairing: XelZel
Rating: G
Word count: 659

Shades of Darkness

Shade 1

Fandom: Air Gear
Pairing: SupiSano
Rating: G
Word count: 368

Shade 2

Fandom: Air Gear
Pairing: Yoshitsune x Black Flame
Rating: R
Word count: 401

Shade 3

Fandom: Devil May Cry 3
Pairing: Vergil x Dante
Rating: PG
Word count: 387

Shade 4

Fandom: Skip Beat!
Pairing: Reino x Shou
Rating: PG
Word count: 222

Shade 5

Fandom: SG-1
Pairing: Jack/Daniel
Rating: PG
Word count: 369…
  • Listening to: &amp;#1044;&amp;#1044;&amp;#1058; - &amp;#1052;&am
  • Watching: QaF UK
  • Playing: Tumblebugs
  • Drinking: Puer
It's less than a week, and I'm already searching for a new job because the bastard is a sneaky unorganized prick. If I don't get a contract till the end of next week it's a 'bye-bye-boo!' to him.
100 truths

(Does DA have (lj-)cuts? No? Too bad.)

001. Real name → You don't want to know, believe me...
002. Nickname(s)→ Lots and Lots. Kaworu, Spitfire, Sensei, Xelloss, Vergil, Nephrite, Sugizo, Snape, Shane (McCutcheon), Ben (Bruckner), Daniel (Jackson), etc., etc.
003. Zodiac sign → Taurus
004. Male or female → Body or Psyche?
005. Elementary → Almaty
006. Middle School → Almaty
007. High School → Almaty (never moved in my life. Well, until recently and still within Almaty ^^")
008. Hair color → Brown at the moment, but I'll bleach fringe again as soon as I get money
009. Long or short → Long for now
010. Loud or Quiet → Indifferently quiet until provoked...
011. Sweats or Jeans → Both but not at the same time ^^"
012. Phone or Camera → Both, please
013. Health freak → Not really... I do care about my health. To some extent. Sometimes.
014. Drink or Smoke? → Both, please ^_^ Actually, I'll have to give up smoking for good this time...
015. Do you have a crush on someone?  → Not at the moment
016. Eat or Drink → Do I have to choose?
017. Piercings → Ears. 3 on the right and 1 on the left.
018. Tattoos → None.

019. Been in an airplane → Recently *snort*
020. Been in a relationship → Quite a few times...
021. Been in a car → Is that a real question? O.o
022. Been in a fist fight → Once...

023. First piercing → In middle school, ears
024. First best friend → I don't know... There was a boy I've known practically from birth...
025. First award → Hmm... There was something in middle school...
026. First crush → kindergarten
028. First big vacation → Does pre-school count? If yes, Kazan and Yelabuga when I was around 5. If not, Moscow, 7 y.o.

029. Last person you talked to → my sister. Damn her.
030. Last person you texted → :iconkahiro-suzuki:
031. Last person you watched a movie with → that same sister.
032. Last food you ate → cookies *snicker*
033. Last movie you watched → Up in the Air
034. Last song you listened to → What was it...? I think, You Shook Me All Night Long by AC/DC
035. Last thing you bought → cigs
036. Last person you hugged → Aki-chan. Or actually _was hugged by_ for giving her a Chii badge.

037. Food → pork chop, preferably with good red wine
038. Drinks → coffee, red wine, coffee, ginger drink, coffee, Martini, coffee, Mojito, coffee...
039. Clothing → Different, preferably black
040. Books → A lot. From Shakespeare to Anne Rice to William Gibson to Strugatsky brothers to Albert Camus... And manga. Mostly yaoi.
041. Musics → Practically anything but pop and rap.
042. Flower → Rose. Nothing creative here.
043. Colors → Black ^_^
044. Movies--> I'm more into anime actually...
045. Positions-- O.o
046. Subjects → Pfft, don't make me remember my school/uni days

IN 2009..... I

047. [] kissed in the snow:
048. [x] celebrated Halloween: three words: Halloween Otaku Edition
049. [] had your heart broken:
050. [] went over the minutes on your cell phone:
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation:
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted: a lot... as usual
056. [x] broke a promise: not that I remember anything in particular...
057. [x] hid a secret:
058. [x] pretended to be happy:
059. [] met someone who changed your life
060. [] pretended to be sick:
061. [x] left the country: twice
062. [] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it:
063. [] cried over the silliest thing:
064. [ ] ran a mile:
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s):
066. [] stay single the whole year

067. Eating → not now. no, no, no. I want to squeeze myself into those jeans, thank you.
068. Drinking → not at the moment
069. I'm about to → go to sleep (which I should've done 3 hours ago)
070. Listening to → nothing
071. Plans for today → My forst working day in a new place. Yes, it's _today_ already.
072. Waiting for → nothing

073. Want kids? → No. Way. In. Hell.
074. Want to get married? → Dunno. If gay marriages get approved worldwide? Maybe.
075. Careers in mind--> Going with the flow for now...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY? (for the kind your'e attracted to)
076. Lips or eyes → Huh? Can't a person have both? O.o
077. Shorter or taller? → Shorter, please. I'm sick of being the shorter one, and next time someone calls me chibi... I'll murder someone.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Is that really a choice? Goes pretty well together...
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → O.o Both...
080. Sensitive or loud → Neither, please
081. Hook-up or relationship → At this point... I don't care
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Neither?

083. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope. Good eyes, thank you very much.
084. Ran away from home → A couple of times...
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Didn't have to. Although I carried a knife with me for quite some time...
086. Killed somebody → I wish I did... *grumblegrumble*
087. Broken someone's heart → A couple of times...
088. Been arrested → Fortunately, no.
089. Cried when someone died → Does my cat count?

090. Yourself → Sometimes...
091. Miracles → Ridiculous
092. Love at first sight → Not really...
093. Heaven → Depends on definition of Heaven
094. Santa Claus → Never did
095. Sex on the first date → Is it something to _believe_ in? O.o Sure, it happens... Not to me though...
096. Kiss on the first date → Why not?

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No
098.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Not even close
099. Do you believe in God → No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people
Whoever wants to...
Fuck. I'm going to Moscow (which is really good), but. There's Animatrix con. Jan, 31. And I'm leaving on 29th. >.<### Now, if I'd known about it, say, 2 weeks ago, I would've changed tickets and found a way to stay for 2 more days and, more importantly, I wouldn't have agreed to start working on Feb, 1 >.<### Now _even_ if I can (hypothetically) change the tickets and find a place to stay... my new boss is still waiting for me Feb, 1, 0900, and even if by some miracle I manage to catch 2240 flight (which is impossible because Animatrix ends at 2140), I'd still be in Almaty at 0525 earliest, meaning I'd be home around 0800... So in short, no Animatrix for me this year. Fuck again.
Argh, the only time I FAILed so much was my HP/Bleach x-over with 0 comments. This time I have the only comment. From my recipient. So all I can say is iFAIL >.< I hate this fic, I hate this fandom, and I don't want to do anything with it any more.…

PS Ignore the 'mood' --- it won't fucking change.
The last couple thousand words of my exchange fic, and I'm finally free from the angst-land. For now I'm holding back all of my 'tender loving' towards certain people and don't comment on anything, because I don't want to turn my perfectly Teh Dramatic screwing with my recipient's brain into fluff or, Salazar forbid, a happy ending.

But soon, very soon... As soon as I *ahemtehspoilerkillrushtehspoilerahem* >D
When prime minister of Russia Putin was asked about the difficulties in Russia-Belarus relationship he answered, I quote, "Maybe it's love?". The rest is for you to think about, because I'm not in the fandom :P
I have a killer headache and an evil plotbunny for SGU fic exchange. I'll be writing Dark and Death *evil cackle*
I have to warn you. It is an utterly and totally absurdest product of fevered imagination of an author down with flu. No plot to speak of, no logic, no style, no deep characterization. Just crack. And flat humour.

Title: Fate is a Cruel Bitch
Author: me
Fandom: Stargate Universe (with Dr. Lam as a guest star)
Pairing: Scott/Rush
Rating: R to be safe
Warning: MPreg
Wordcount: 1991
Notes: Written for fyrewyre's SGU kink meme (… ). Prompt: Scott/Rush mpreg. I hope it's not too far from what the Anonymous wanted...…
Don't worry if you don't see much of me these days --- rain and cold make me moody, irritable and weak, and misanthropic.
Are there any Jack O'Neill's available for slashy Jack/Daniel rp?